I’m terrified. I sent my father an email telling him that I’m severing ties with him, and I am beyond terrified. It’s short but to the point. It’s very firm and brimming with confidence that is a complete sham. I feel like a horrible, horrible person right now. I knew I’d question my decision, but not this much. This is supposed to be a healthy decision. Why does it feel so bad? I thought some part of me would feel like this was the right choice, but either that part doesn’t exist or it’s being smothered by fear.
Kind of freaking out and trying not to get thrown into the past. I feel sick.